So. I've been in an on-going battle to quit smoking, for who knows how long now. Over a year. I still remember the day I started. I can honestly say that it's my biggest regret in life. I don't really believe in regret, or feel like people should regret things, because at the time you did whatever you are saying you regret now, it was the right thing, in your mind... at the time. But I knew it was the wrong thing, and I did it anyway, and now I can't stop. I shouldn't say I can't. I can. It's just honestly the hardest thing I have ever done. What's worse is the shit I get from other people, I mean I get it. I remember when I didn't smoke and my brother did and I was so pissed and didn't understand why he kept smoking after he told me he was quitting, I was like... Just fucking stop? IT IS NOT THAT EASY. I am sorry, whoever gives me shit for caving in at points doesn't understand, I'm not defending myself, In my head I know I'm ...