we used to be the other two that never feared falling through when everyone else was doing shots we liked sharing deeper thoughts we had fun doing simply things you showing me to blow smoke rings falling asleep on your parents couch and waking up to an empty house i ask myself questions about us things my heart and head discuss but sometimes they aren't in sync i fear when my heart starts to think its not that i don't love you because i do, belong with you i think we'll always make it but i'm scared we'll break it i get scared of falling out of tune and i'll stay because i love you losing myself in the midst of the numb and look back on what i could have done i get scared of losing myself becoming a book that never leaves my shelf i worry that one day you won't be able to see all the reasons you fell in love with me but neither of us will leave i'm scared of you wondering if you could have had better wondering if you'l...