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i've changed, click bang.

surrounded by the nothingness
tangled in all these tears
remembering all that i've lost
oh and my heart, it does, it fears.
maybe it wasn't real after all,
so i sink underneath the willow tree
but please remember
please remember me

i'll stay here until someone else
needs to come and take my place
or maybe i'll just blow away
i carved all their names, just in case
i feel i've made so many copies
they all hold my skeleton key
but please remember
please remember me

all made me silently find my truths
was a part of my inner war
it all took place inside my heart
now it doesn't want to fight any more
my heart doesn't want to admit that i've changed
so maybe the mirror doesn't want to see
but please remember
please remember me

i think i'm going to stay, going to stay
in the gray in the gray
but please remember me

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