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Last night I finally caught up to sleep
I grabbed it and it grabbed me
I tried to dream of him
But thoughts of you crept up instead
I close my eyes and there you are
Playing games with me with tricks of fire
Hitting me in all my weak spots
I am chained so I can't make you stop
You burnt me there you burn me here
You whispered lies and excited my fear
You made me weak inside my self
You shied me down, buried my self wealth
You packaged me in and you fixed me up
You painted me in, but still I was not enough
You held me down while saying 'you're free'
"What I am with you is the real me"
You played it right in your game you won
You made me fight for something wrong
You acted crazy then said I was insane
You said you would do better then did it again
You attack yourself by attacking me
Love is an act you cannot conceive
You will hate yourself, or maybe not
All I know is at happiness, I have a better shot
You built me up for the fun of washing me crash
You would push me away just so I would reattach
I hope you will see what you passed up, realize how badly you screwed up
No one should ever say love is not enough
I loved you deep I loved you strong I wrote you into my every song
And now every piece of my respect for you is gone
So live it up and let it all out
One day you will open your eyes to see no one that loved you around

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