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Only one i wanna talk to
but its about how to go on without you
the place i wanna go to
when i feel i cant do it
the without you i don't wanna know

so i,
will pick up my feet and choose to stay
so i,
will close every door that swings my way
and its,
my face that fails to show
everything without you, is the unknown

don't ask me to stand
don't ask me to run
ill do what i can till this feeling is done
don't tell me to see, that i'm being strong
when i see that i'm week and don't want to move on

and the serious, is that it's dangerous,
because it seems so harmless
and the sadness, is that our happiness,
is dangerously delerious
and the comedy, is an experience
cause without you none of it exists
finally, heads my way
and then it turns and hits

i cant have what i want
and you want what you can have
so change your mind so i can find
that what you have will be with you in time

how come you got to make the decesion
that i should have wanted to make
it doesnt seem sturdy that you
had to do it for me
guess the point is that the decesion is made

and the serious, is that its dangerous
cause it seems so harmless
and the sadness, is that our happiness
is dangerously delerious
oh when the comedy becomes experience
cause without you none of it exists
and then it swings and turns and hits
tears and scratches, and it rips
i get it all back one day
then in one second it all breaths and it all slips away
from me.

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