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Walk On- The Weepies

Listening to Walk On by the Weepies. Think how I'm actually alone now. I have my family. I have my friends. But I am no longer Dependant on anyone else.. the lyrics to the song are exactly how I feel right now. If I were to sit down and right some lyrics to some guitar, these would be them. Tom left me, he left me alone and he just ran away. After years of being the hugest part of my life, he just peeled. And now I'm left with this big ol' world and I'm facing it on my own. No guy protecting me at parties, no one to call when I'm sad and lonely and want to hear them say I Love You, like they feel like you're the one they're going to be with for the rest of their lives. No more cuddling and watching a movie when you just don't feel like going to the party. No more inside jokes. No more any of it. I'm me. Now It's just me, and I am finding it hard to focus on myself. When I was with tom he was my main focus, if he was sick, I would take care of him. If he was sad I would cheer him up. If he was lonely, we would hang out. I'm not used to only worrying about myself. I'm not used to worrying about myself period. Why is it so hard to put myself first for once. I miss him like fucking crazy but he is not the same person anymore. He proved that the day he ended it. He proved that he didn't mean anything he said. He proved to me, that I shouldn't invest so much in a person. He is not the same guy that chased me for months. He is not the same guy that made me scrap book for my birthday. He is not the same guy that sent me songs because they reminded him of me. He is not the same guy who would rub my tummy when it hurt. He is not the same guy that would hold me closely and rub my back and whisper in my ear to breathe when I felt like my world was falling apart. He is not the same guy that said he would always love me. He is NOT the same guy, that said he would always be there for me, no matter what. He isn't the same guy that promised me he would never leave. He isn't here. It's just me, my heart, my music, and the road in front of me waiting to be traveled by me, and only me. I need to let go, I need to "Walk On", let go of my love for Tom, let go of the memories, and be free. I need to not be scared of love. I need to love myself. I need to realize that I CAN do this without him. I am strong. I am Walking On. 




Yesterday, when you were young,
Everything you needed done was done for you.
Now you do it on your own
But you find you're all alone,
What can you do?

You and me walk on
Cause you can't go back now.

You know there will be days when you're so tired that you can't take another step,
The night will have no stars and you'll think you've gone as far as you will ever get

But you and me walk on
Cause you can't go back now
And yeah, yeah, go where you want to go
Be what you want to be,
If you ever turn around, you'll see me.

I can't really say why everybody wishes they were somewhere else
But in the end, the only steps that matter are the ones you take all by yourself

And you and me walk on
Yeah you and me walk on
Cause you can't go back now
Walk on, walk on, walk on
You can't go back now

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/t/the_weepies/#share

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