- been on this big of a trip with friends, so exiting
- flown alone, gunna be interesting, my family purposfully didn't book me a flight with a lay over cause they knew i'd get lost
- liked someone this much
- been so scared
- enjoyed something so cautiously
- been this frustrated over packing
- been this sad that school is over
- been this lazy and un-motivated for my 40% exam... AWESOME. fuck
- had back pain this bad
- listened to alexi murdoch and not cried except for now
i wake up every morning at around 2 am it sounds cliche but it alway hits me im here while shes with him sometimes it takes over the thought of what we had i never knew these emotions so well angry, confused and sad it sounds a little childish but i do wish him the worst i know that i dont mean it but, i really want him to hurt sometimes i feel resentment sometimes i feel sympathy but really all i wanna know is how could he do this to me i don't mean to sound conceded i don't mean to sound stuck up but really all i did was try to make him happy he said i was, then said i wasn't enough how can someone do that how can someone so quickly change then i think he didn't i just saw the image, that he chose to portray what i saw was distorted he showed me fakeness, that i didn't see through he made me believe he was a good person i still get angry at myself, for questioning whether its true ive never been so betrayed someone i dont think ive ever been this hurt but i think...
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