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Belong To The Hurricane

the water settles around
the question
seeping from what is
not alone
just on my own
swish swash
watch the clock
the time is coming
to let go
in the grip of a hurricane
feel it all again
guess what
the storm is unsatisfied
help
i'm still alive
to my roots
i held on tight
rearranged
bargained with the truth
done running
after you
guarded this time
naive
for thinking i possess
a bullet proof heart
in my chest
it's bleeding
at best
i'm a mess
wished things on you
things unholy
came to terms
letting go
and now
i'm healing slowly
now a careful lover
sometimes hear a whisper
reminding me to be
a gentle forgiver
lay my heart to rest
against the chest of another
while you do the same
the silence i smother
fights back
my tears break it
sharply so sure
what we have 
is a tad premature
not guilt i feel
for letting him in
a tad hesitant
but he knows what you did

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