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Esprit de Corps

Wants to be lonely
But can't fly alone
Running away
But keeps heading home
Asks for the water
But breathes in the dirt
Wants to feel free
So that's what she'll divert

Wants to feel warmth
But hides from the day
Ask her to leave
Then she'll beg you to stay
Says she wants love
But won't show you her heart
Fights to the end
Then crawls back to the start

So maybe there's a ghost inside of me
Making the wrong choices- try to change my mind
I've always said that nothing's as it seems
Baby it's time you know this part of me
Maybe there's a ghost inside of me

Wants to be stronger
But backs down out of fear
Wants to see beauty
But won't look in the mirror
Wants to let go
But won't loosen the grip
Eats all your thoughts
Till the words make her sick

I don't want to fight it anymore
No more yellow lights
Esprit de corps

So maybe there's a ghost inside of me
Making the wrong choices- try to change my mind
I've always said that nothing's as it seems
Baby it's time you know this part of me
Maybe there's a ghost inside of me

I'm not gunna fight it anymore
No more yellow lights
Esprit de ma corps

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