People always criticize others who post personal shit. But fuck it. I’m a bottle of wine deep and don’t care. Love is messy, and hard, and challenging, but it’s fucking awesome. You live and learn, you love and lose, even with all my painful messy breakups I’ve experienced, I still look back at every single one and can honestly say I loved to my FULLEST, I gave my ALL, and I loved like I’d never been hurt. So maybe things never seem to ‘work out’ for me, but I’m still me, and I’m still a happy fucking kid, because I have the best family in the fucking world, and the 3 men in my life that will TRULY and HONESTLY love me no matter what are my dad and my brothers, and my mom is the best girlfriend I could ever ask for. Love is awesome, no matter how shitty it can get. I’m thankful for every single person that has ever walked into my life, every single silly one.
i wake up every morning at around 2 am it sounds cliche but it alway hits me im here while shes with him sometimes it takes over the thought of what we had i never knew these emotions so well angry, confused and sad it sounds a little childish but i do wish him the worst i know that i dont mean it but, i really want him to hurt sometimes i feel resentment sometimes i feel sympathy but really all i wanna know is how could he do this to me i don't mean to sound conceded i don't mean to sound stuck up but really all i did was try to make him happy he said i was, then said i wasn't enough how can someone do that how can someone so quickly change then i think he didn't i just saw the image, that he chose to portray what i saw was distorted he showed me fakeness, that i didn't see through he made me believe he was a good person i still get angry at myself, for questioning whether its true ive never been so betrayed someone i dont think ive ever been this hurt but i think...
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