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If you could love me

If you could love me
I would want to play ping-pong with you in nothing but our underwear
occasionally making love on the rocking table
I would want to eat clementines with you on a patio in the middle of the day
while drinking a corona with lime
I would want to pull an all-nighter with you reading comics and watching disney movies
and then sleep all day and see the sun hit your face
I would want to get in the car with your mixed cd's and just start driving
and stop at every field or beautiful thing we see just to say we went together
I would want to make art with you while wearing one of your button down shirts
and end up making a mess and wiping paint off each others faces
I would want to go to a rave where we know no one and get ridiculously drunk together
maybe slide off my underwear on the dance floor and throw them at you when no one was looking
I would want to grab your face and tell you that you are beautiful, and not be talking about your looks
and you look back at me like you feel the same
I would want to have a bath together, and have our legs intertwined and you tell me childhood memories
so I could imagine what your mind came from, and love every expression you make while telling your stories
I would want to trace every inch of your body with my fingers while you sleep
and try to imagine what you are dreaming of while looking so amazingly peaceful
I would want to whisper in your ear that I loved you, over and over again
If you could love me.

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