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fuck eh

yay norwalk flu.
awesome
i don't think i've ever been that sick in my whole life.
shit my pants for the first time ever... most pathetic moment of my life thus far i think.
thought it should be documented at least somewhere. here will do.
everyone in res. is catching it, it's awful.
missed my 2 hardest midterms cause i was in the hospital.
got a doctors note though.
2 weeks left of school and i really need to start studying for my exams cause they're going to rape me basically if i don't.
i feel so stressed and so useless.
haven't eaten anything REAL in 5 days.
so weak.
so tired and so bored.
it's sad how boring sackville is when you don't drink.
pathetic really.
at least there's other people who are sick so i can hang out with them.
i want a macbook pro really badly.
that's all for now.
cheers

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