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Tuesday

  • Re-write my Plato midterm on Monday
  • Group project due Monday
  • EXAMS
  • Psych Articles
  • Psych viewing session for last midterm which I thought I aced and didn't... SO PISSED, hoping i just mixed up my multiple choice or something because I knew everything, or so I thought.
  • Listening to a lot of Sufjan Stevens lately. So peaceful and moving. Love it
  • That's all folks
  • Shows over

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  1. this is john! i haven't checked your blog in a long time, but i just wanted to say that you got some wicked stuff here. sufjan stevens is sick! you should listen to "the predatory wasp of the pallisades is out to get us!" the first time i listened to it it made me cry. i don't even know why. i think it's about him and his brother, and how he hurt his brother at a summer camp they were at. i think he was teasing his brother a lot at the camp, and then his brother got stung by a wasp and he feels super guilty for teasing his brother. then he gets stung and feels guilty. at least that's what i take from it. he finds the poetry in life. at the end when they're all yelling "WE WERE IN LOOOOVE" is the part that always touches me. i bought that album when i was in grade 11. it was the best album i ever had. buy it. ILLINOISE is the name.
    also. the song "mistress witch from mount mcclu" is awesome. i named my blog after it.

    anyway. just felt like writing. don't poop yourself again. :)

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