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I'm so alive

I'm so enlightened 
I can barely survive
A night in my mind
I've got a plan
I'm gonna find out just how boring I am
And have a good time



Cause ever since I tried 
Trying not to find
Every little meaning in my life
It's been fine 
I've been cool
With my new golden rule



Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
And talk is the same cheap it's been



Is there a God?
Why is he waiting? 
Don't you think of it odd
When he knows my address?
And look at the stars
Don't they remind you of just how feeble we are?
Well it used to, I guess



Cause ever since I tried
Trying not to find
Every little meaning in my life
It's been fine 
I've been cool
With my new golden rule



Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
And talk is the same cheap
It's been



I'm a new man
I wear a new cologne and
You wouldn't know me if your eyes were closed
I know what you'll say 
'This won't last longer than the rest of the day'
But you're wrong this time
You're wrong 



Numb is the new deep
Done with the old me
I'm over the analyzing 
Tonight



Stop trying to figure it out
(you try to figure, you try to figure it out)
It will only bring you down
You know, I used to be the back
porch poet with my book of rhymes
Always open knowing all the time I'm problably 
Never gonna find the perfect rhyme 
For 'heavier things'

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