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Holy shit it's snowing a ton. I can't see out my window... Should be fun walking to Duckies tonight.
Foot wear choice is going to have to be a wise one.

So, I've been thinking. Isn't life a little fucked?
Life is... hmm.. what's the word. Stressful.
It's full of expectations, either from ourselves or other people.
It's full of agendas and routines.
Graduate High School.
Go to University or College.
Get a career.
Get married.
Have kids.
And die.

Personally I think that's a little morbid and depressing and I don't want to do it.
But the sad thing is, even though we all say "That isn't what life should be like." More than just some of us end up in the system of that very routine. Only few of us are bold enough to do what we truly want. Like travel for instance. Why is that?
I don't want to be a cliche. I don't want to follow the routine. I do want all those things though. So why does it sound so god damn depressing when you lay it out in all reality. Hm.
We're all screwed haha. Damn

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