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Hangin Over

  • I'm so hung over
  • I feel happy :)
  • I feel like I am going to actually get shit done this semester
  • I don't understand why some people are so mean. One in particular. I never did anything to him, at all, I was his friend and I was kind to him, and yet he still sends hating msgs to me. Doesn't help that he is on my floor. I wish he would just tell me what I did to make him hate me so much... I have feelings, and they're hurt.
  • I'm feeling really surrounded with awesomeness today. I'm not sure why. 
  • We went out last night, a bunch of us, to duckies and sassy's and drank. A LOT. 
  • I realized how much I really love Sackville. We were just hanging out with everyone, and random people, walking drunkingly around down-town, laughing, smoking, and talking. I think I even said "Man, we're so lucky to be here, how awesome IS this?!"
  • I really enjoy genuine people
  • I like feeling like this. 
  • Yay
  • Time to do my readings!

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