- I'm so hung over
- I feel happy :)
- I feel like I am going to actually get shit done this semester
- I don't understand why some people are so mean. One in particular. I never did anything to him, at all, I was his friend and I was kind to him, and yet he still sends hating msgs to me. Doesn't help that he is on my floor. I wish he would just tell me what I did to make him hate me so much... I have feelings, and they're hurt.
- I'm feeling really surrounded with awesomeness today. I'm not sure why.
- We went out last night, a bunch of us, to duckies and sassy's and drank. A LOT.
- I realized how much I really love Sackville. We were just hanging out with everyone, and random people, walking drunkingly around down-town, laughing, smoking, and talking. I think I even said "Man, we're so lucky to be here, how awesome IS this?!"
- I really enjoy genuine people
- I like feeling like this.
- Yay
- Time to do my readings!
i wake up every morning at around 2 am it sounds cliche but it alway hits me im here while shes with him sometimes it takes over the thought of what we had i never knew these emotions so well angry, confused and sad it sounds a little childish but i do wish him the worst i know that i dont mean it but, i really want him to hurt sometimes i feel resentment sometimes i feel sympathy but really all i wanna know is how could he do this to me i don't mean to sound conceded i don't mean to sound stuck up but really all i did was try to make him happy he said i was, then said i wasn't enough how can someone do that how can someone so quickly change then i think he didn't i just saw the image, that he chose to portray what i saw was distorted he showed me fakeness, that i didn't see through he made me believe he was a good person i still get angry at myself, for questioning whether its true ive never been so betrayed someone i dont think ive ever been this hurt but i think...
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