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I remember

I remember our eyes meeting
I remember you playing me my song
I remember my hesitation
I remember your persistence
You'd never leave my side for long
I remember falling quickly
I remember you saying you'd be the best
I remember you telling me I was your everything
Without me, you said you'd have nothing left
I remember watching you
I remember how smoothly you moved
I remember your arms around me
Helping, guiding me through
I remember your messages
They were always sweet, made me smile
Make me smile.
I remember letting you in
Knowing you'd stay awhile
I remember giving you everything
I remember not feeling afraid
I remember our simple way of living
We didn't care what they'd all say
I remember late night movies
I remember long days on the couch
I remember long drives along the water
Reminding me of all the things
That I shouldn't worry about
I remember our lips locking
They fit so well together.
I remember your hand on my back
Knowing you'd be here forever
You always calmed me down when I cried
I remember comforting each other
I remember we said we would always
Be together
I remember the comfort you gave me
I remember your smile, your eyes.
I remember forgetting about time.

I remember the hesitation
I remember the fighting and the screams
I remember the awkward situations
When we both wanted to leave
I remember the struggle we both encountered
When we didn't know what to do
I remember both saying we loved each other
But didn't know how to make it through
I remember the up's and down's
I remember all the questions
I remember all the tip-toeing around
I remember your secret locations
I remember the wall that got built
Inbetween my side, and yours
I remember all the stomping upstairs
All the slamming of doors

I remember when you said it'd be different
I remember when you said you would change
I remember apologizing over and over
I could do things a different way
I remember feeling like we made it
Like it was a race against time
I remember the feeling of the realization
Of you no longer wanting to be mine
I remember the begging
I remember the pain behind my eyes
I remember begging for an answer
I remember you saying this is goodbye.


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