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me and you like to go through life thinking that we are on this planet with the rest of these people and that were the same as them. That we are happy, that our brains AREN'T racing 10000 miles a minute, don't make sense that we go from extreme to extreme as if were caught in some sort of bipolar depression and the truth is that I dont think we are like them. I think were different. I like to think im a happy go lucky cheery fellow or whatever but to be honest i think i am more of a peccisimist (sp?) then anything... that I see people faults, i see worst case scenerio, I see no light coming out of dark situations, i assume the worst of people, i can never trust them, the only world i ever seem to really care about is whats going on in my head and nobody else has any clue whats going on.
I think your caught in this thing. I have no doubt for your strong feelings for Tom. But if you want my honest opinion, I think you have him built up to be your knight in shining armour that makes everything alright and all that and i get that, but I just know you to well haha I dunno even when you tried to convince me before I just never really bought into it I don't know why, and now Im getting more sure that even tho you miss him, you don't love him, because you questioned it...... but what do i know

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