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After I wrote that post yesterday, of course, a little radar in Tom's head went off and told him "Oh, Casile's happy, gotta fuck it up." So he texted me. Of all days, the one day I was having a great day, he texted me. It was rather amusing to me. I sunk into a low after I agreed to skype with him. I went to Big Mike's room (one of my best guy friends at MTA) and started crying, I was listening to Mumford and Sons, and then I went for a long walk and talk with a guy I met this weekend. It was innocent, but it was really nice to be in the company of a good guy. I'm laying in my room on my bed listening to Autumn by Zoe Fitch. I'm finally done my Sociology paper and am relaxing with my roomie. Life is still good. Up's and Down's will always come, but I can always get back to the Up's <3.


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